Alone Again...!

When expectations subside, reason surfaces...(?)

The time I spend thinking about him has come down. He is no longer the epicentre of my fantasies. His presence is not what I long for any more. His attention is not the most precious gift I expect to be showered with all the time.

Yet, I am not happy.

The void his thoughts left behind is very much empty...

He's Back...

Michael is back in the city but the feelings I had for him are not...

Distance was definitely an important reason for this improvement. Concerns relating to my studies also kept me occupied and ensured that his memories are wiped off my mind (at least from the surface) in the first few months. Subsequently, I identified his potential replacements. Before developing any strong bond with one of them, I had to come back to the Chennai myself.

Now that he is back (only for about a month), it will be interesting to see how things change.