Friday

something nice after all............

Dude! It was great! After a boring week, I’ve got some memories to cherish for a few more days. It was what I experienced in the bus today.

It was not as perfect as a fantasy. But it was nice nevertheless.

As soon as I got into that bus, a guy got in. He was dark and handsome. He was wearing a cream color t shirt and carrying a blue bag. He also had a plastic cover in his hand. Although he did not look like a model, he was quite attractive. The bus was not crowded and I managed to stay away from him. He eventually came and stood next to me.

Within minutes, a guy got into the bus. He did not look decent. He was terribly unattractive. He stood before me with his hips too close to my crotch. Every now and then, he would rub his body on my crotch pretending that he was giving way to others. I didn’t like it. He then turned around and got his crotch so close to my hand. It was too much to handle. I turned around. He seemed to have got the message and he got out of the bus.

After turning around, I realized that a good-looking guy was standing next to me. To my left. He was fair and wore red t shirt with white stripes. He was standing closer to me but there was no contact. Within a few minutes, the bus took off and it got crowded. He came closer to me. I tried my best to keep my crotch away from him. You see, I don’t know whether this guy was gay or he is interested in anything hard between the thighs.

Gradually he came too close and his butts felt my crotch a few times. He probably felt my erection. He did not move away. But he was trying to feel it more often. When I was sure he liked it, I allowed him to feel my erection fully. He came even closer and felt my cock. It went on for sometime. Then, I realized that the other guy, the dark attractive guy was standing just behind me now. I felt his chest and thighs but not his crotch. He kept his hand there and I was not able to feel it. Not that I tried too hard. The bus was crowded and I had to let my butts touch him. It was nice anyways.

It was nice feeling his chest and have his face so close

Tuesday

nothing too exciting!

travelling in the buses can be less torturous if there were fewer disgusting old men with their revolting pot bellies trying to sqeeze you from all sides.
how cruel would it be if such a frat prevents a hunk from getting closer to you???
i saw this doctor. I didn't visit him. I just happened to see him. He was probably in his early 30s. Very handsome. Thats probably the only nice thing that happened today.

Monday

depression!!

How deep is depression? thats probably what i was trying to measure today. Don't know why i ventured into this. may be checking out the profiles of so many guys excited me so much that i fell into this phase. afterall every action has an equal and opposite reaction.
Balance is always maintained.
Life is intriguing!!!!!!

Saturday

boringgggggg

oh such a boring day.........
i watched a movie on pix. its called No escape... escape from ..... something. i don't remember. its got tis wonderful plot. a group of men find themselves on this island, separated from the mainland, highly protected.... they are prisoners in facct. there is no woman there. atleast i cudn't see any.
its a perfect setting for a gay movie. to explore the bondage between young healthy men. but the movie is abt some boring stuff.
but the hero was sexy. in fact, the bad guy was too hot. he would be a great homosexual. pity, i don't know their names.
i had to masturbate looking at the hero trying to rescue his friend who by the way would have very easily been his lover. he after all kills himself for the hero.
its wasn't a very bad movie afterall. may be alittle more intimacy between guys and a little more of shower scenes or guys making out.. you know such things .... would have made it more enjoyable.

Tuesday

We the .........

In We the people, one of the famous talk shows in indian tv, the issue of sex-change was discussed. Barkha Dutt, the host was quite good in handling the sensitive issue.

What struck me was the fact that many none of the young men there got a chance to talk. It was either the panelists or the 3 guests who would talk.

The way one of the three guests - Tista - behaved was quite annoying. Her response was too dramatic.

A few actually cried. I don't know why? It appeared so silly on the screen.
Next time Ms. Dutt, make sure you invite people who respond to questions and not (over) react to them.